This morning I woke up with an empty mind, open heart. No more worries, longing or curiosity. I ponder for a moment on a mattress, a loyal friend every night.

After a while, I wondered. When does this all end? The question after question infusion in mind. Why me? Am I not entitled to all of this? Is this all too perfect for me? Am I too demanding? I have no answer.



Today is April 1, people say it's April Fool! But I think actually I'm the fools.