It was really fascinating after a while since I called her that night. Her decision to continue her course really relieves me, I can’t imagine if the circumstances was vice versa.

I never know why these days and nights I started to care for her… again… of course she’s one of my best female friends and there’s no wrong in caring friends, but sometimes thing can be awkward consciously. That’s my thought to myself since I heard her sweet voices, her joyful laugh.

Till now I still didn’t understand, what should I do? Do I really care or it’s more than that? Too much thought popped up in my mind now and sooner or later I surely must decide whether, to go on or to back off…

P/s: - go on or back off? that's the question... (",)